grudge
- (noun): Deep-seated and/or long-term animosity or ill will about something or someone, especially due to a past misdeed or mistreatment.
- (verb): To be unwilling to give or allow (someone something).
- (verb): To grumble, complain; to be dissatisfied.
- (verb): To hold or harbour with malicious disposition or purpose; to cherish enviously.
- (verb): To feel compunction or grief.
- to have/hold/bear a grudge against someone